I Fail At Posting. Because I'm Lazy.

Song on Repeat: "In Another Life" by Madina Lake
Mood: Tired
But there's something I've gotta know
Before we say goodbye:
Will I ever see you again
Somewhere in another life?

Tv is obviously very distracting, because I've been sitting here for at least twenty minutes with this post open watching Freaky Friday instead of writing this post. Holy cannoli.

So.....the year is almost over. The school year, anyway. And as it's winding down, naturally, I've been thinking back over it. A lot of things have happened this year, and although I'm not going to get into all of that until the year is actually over. But I have been looking back at things that have happened, and I'm not really sure what to think.

There's the overwhelming sadness that comes with a couple of my best friends graduating, how sad I am about friends that graduated last year being gone still, and nervousness about getting older and having more responsibilities. Changes are unavoidable, but that doesn't make them any less scary.
Having to find my way without someone like Teresa or Michael, who is a close friend and has been there, done that is an intimidating prospect. It's not that they're gone forever, it's that they're not around constantly anymore.
Things change, and it's just......hard. I wish they didn't have to, but it's unavoidable.

I'm looking forward to summer though. I was recently reading this blog, and its author, Eleni asked in a post what her readers were most looking forward to about summer. After thinking for a minute, all I could think about wasn't so much summer itself, but those nights that you can't forget, and want to never end. And even though it's not officially summer yet, I've already had one of those. Last night, I went to my ex boyfriend's graduation party last night. I was insanely nervous to go, but once I got there, had tons of fun. It was slightly awkward, since no one but me, him and one other person (of the kids/teens) there knew we used to date. But if they had known, it still would have been awkward. But we were playing Man Hunt in his yard. I love that. You can't play it any time but summer nights, otherwise it's not the same. I love it.
What are your favorite summer moments? (Yes, I'm copying this lol.)

i'm off to go driving.

Peace, Magic, and Music,

ME